thaw me in 10 years....

or so it seems. geeze, what happened? well, i was going to put some videos on youtube and then do a blog post about it. i even had the post drafted and everything. but that never happened. so what do i do now?

ive got more ideas now then ever. so i guess ill start with something somewhat exciting. ive added a new song.it pretty much sums up this blog. so here are the lyrics:


It is, in the end, whatever the hell I want it to be;
and when I'm through with it it's going
to blow a hole this wide straight through
the world's idea of itself.
They're throwing bottles at your house.
Come on, let's go break their arms

you talk about the way things were
but I can't hear what you're saying
a time when life was not this hard
blessed by the innocence

is the best yet to come?
or did it pass by long ago?
are we holding on to a thread
of something already dead?

I'm not your reason to stand up straight
shoulders back chest out and eyes raised
stepping back, I hesitate
I can't let myself be taken

is the best yet to come?
or did it pass by long ago?
are we holding on to a thread
of something already dead?

you can't change your mind, expect me to care
you can't just snap your fingers and expect me to be there.
[2x]
can't just change your mind

the reception fades the signals breaking up
and am I moving on or am I giving up?
If you walk away from this with anything
live your life today.